Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Talking to Myself...with Purpose!

My days lately have become adventures. I ask myself questions like, "What kind of people will I meet today?" "How can I improve myself?" "How can I be of service?" It used to be that not long ago I would resist asking myself such questions...they seemed too hard to ask and even more difficult to answer. Today, these questions roll off my back and I see how God is speaking to me through the people around me. The voices in my head are no longer all that scary. There are still some issues that I definitely need to heal...but I'm not terrified to pick up the rock and see the bugs run out any more--so to speak.


I did some major healing last week regarding how I decided to come to the planet. You know, we decide "on the other side" how we're going to "come in", right? We didn't just accidently arrive in the hospital by random chance. There is purpose to how we decide to be born and to whom.
I realized that I was resisting how I wanted to be born and all sorts of things. I did some healing and it's really cool how my life has become such a wonderful, fun-filled adventure. It's not like my life wasn't wonderful or fun-filled...but now I recognize when it's happening and I don't feel guilty for it. I am participating!

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